meaning behind meaning 5,1;5,9;6,2;6;8;7,3;7,7;8,4;8,6;9,5

All of this shall be coming to end soon...
If can, I will forever keep this is memory...
wondered if you can be here in this memory...
expected for the worst yet in the heart unwilling...
Love every second that passes in this life everyday...
looking out to the sky wondering of everything happened...
I always wondered that with a yogurt in hand...
And always the yogurt will never last till end...
So in the end i will forever be wondering...