天天的我坐在电脑前。。。
毫不知的都会想起你。。。
心想可以找到别的的。。。
但是我的魂还很想你。。。

唉~

很多时候我不是故意的。。。
而是那时真的很痛很苦。。。
痛得我可以四脚落地哭。。。
只能说对不起我继续不下。。。

giving in all you can for her is sweet...
staying by her side everytime is adorable...
but taking this all granted too long is disastrous...
things cannot be always be give and no take...

一次又一次的我要说我爱你。。。
可你又一次又一次的失望我。。。
就在我要对你说我放弃了时。。。
我的心却会就次次地对我说。。。
你是爱她的，别放弃，爱她吧。。。

心啊心。。。你叫我怎继续呢？？？

I don't know when or where I was...
I only know who and what I was...
It was the same old day that passes me by...
But nothing was the same as the time that has gone by

Till now I still don't know how to express me...
Nothing can be said to express me to you...
You are the most beautiful scene in me...
Yet I know nothing can be done by me to get you...

i never thought i would have this...
this kind of problem in my life...
never did i thought i would not know what to do...
but now, i just want to correct your life...

sometimes it would all seem so nice...
yet after time nice is no longer a word...
emotions come striking you down...
for no utter reason you just feel down...

I think I have just decided...
decided on what should I do...
should have decided long ago...
i can only hope it is not too late...

enjoy the calm wave when you can...
maybe the time for the next will come...
by that time you will hope for none...
so know how to appreciate the little some...

sometimes...
being nice...
will not get...
everything that you want...

there is this little monster lingering around me...so and so this monster will just tear things up and throw it all around...and all i can do is just pick up the remains...this got so fed up that i just do not want to pick things up again...then only did this little monster realize how important i am at picking those things up...cause when the little monster goes around tearing things up without people picking up behind sooner or later will trip because of being too messy...though problems is what this little monster had brought, it showed me the cutest face a little monster can have...it is the face that when the monster realize how important i am...this monster is just so adorable with this cute face... =]
i just want to continue picking things up for this little monster as there are many things to learn from this little monster about my self...i just want to be able to stay with it and protect it until i can no longer do so...it would be better if i can just hug this little monster and never let it go and always able to see the purest face of all =]

once a candle finish burning,
you cannot remold it back whole,
this marks the end of the light,
and so the beginning of another candle.

things in front is what we don't see most...
things what we lost is what we want to hold...
what to hold is what has already lost...
yet i want to have the ability to hold what the future holds...

there are times where it will just go by...
yet there are times where it will stay on...
which one should i choose to know???
to stand still or just brush this all off???

there is none in this world that is fully yours...
there is none that you can fully control...
the ups and downs of life is of this...
which makes life so much of uncertainty...

being happy is a thing...
being caring is yet another thing...
but when a true happiness and care comes,
we will only know it when it is too late...

remembering those days...
looking at it these days...
why did i let my heart slip???
where did i let my heart go???

things to reconsider...
those feelings, those memories...
what are those to me...
yet what are those to you???

the time has come for me to let you go...
you have grown to the you you wanted...
and i have became a side character in life...
now there is different set of people around...
so I will just pack and say goodbye to you...
it has been a wonderful time with you...

you did what was capable then...
yet it turn out you need more...
when you just want to let down then...
there is always a little memory more...

when all is screwed up...
more can make your life miserable...
just being dump aside by what you thought let downed...
still it hurts just as much as a knife...
stab into the heart forever remembered...
but yet no one person knows about it...

if...i would just let it be...
if...i knew what will it be...
if...i understand what i need most be...
if...life was just a little simpler...

how i wish all this love matters ends...
where it will just come to a single highway...
and no more to this forked trails...
how i wish...how i wish the if become real...

As time passes...
I do not know what is this anymore,
I getting a blur vision of what is coming,
I just want to just give up everything...

As time passes...
I know what i should do most...
yet giving up is just the easiest...
I can no longer bear with the time...

slowly i just don't feel like it...
i want to not hear of it...
still from you i still hear of it...
and there i thought you knew of it...

i am something important to you...
yet i don't feel that way anymore...
the light between us getting dimmer...
and i am afraid it will come to total darkness...

slowly i feel...
feel that it was not like before...
feel that it was getting dull...
the feeling of being thrown aside...

the flame is getting dimmer,
but cannot be ignited back...
if not both was to preserve it...
so what use is there for me to linger?

slowly slowly...
i walk towards understanding...
and slowly slowly...
i lose grip on it again...

why is there so many things...
so many things to learn,
so many things to understand???
no one can answer this properly....

when things don't go your way...
then that is a life way...
recognise the way...
cause you might again use the way....

guess it is all true...
guess what i thought came true...
what more can be more true...
but losing to what is true...

just when i have a better feeling few days ago...
now it is slowly going backwards to where it was...
i do not want anything to go like long ago...
where things will never be where i was...

in this world,
friends are taken likely...
from friends lines are drawn...
where friends do become a serious thing...
till that happen understand what your heart tells you...

早晨雨今日喜，
有了你睡不醒，
伤痛苦它最行，
终于有一日息...

what is m0re suffering than just being able to look???
what is more self denying after knowing it is impossible???
knowing things the will no happen and yet still hoping for the slightest light....
That is what you call human nature...

Judgements

Man pass judgement...
And called this justice...
Yet justice was passed on man...
How just is judgement by man?

Number of man can prove a man wrong...
Yet bigger number of man prove man right...
And prove number of man wrong...
So which is the right judgement???

people says that facts are set...
but time can prove facts wrong...
so what is set in facts???
or just time is the only facts???

nothing we do are right in the world...
this can be true on facts...
an action might be polite now...
but yet again...it might be wrong tomorrow...
so which is right or wrong???
instincts or just mere human thoughts???

the blue of sea hides the life...
the cloak of sunshine hoods the fish...
where are you the star of mine...
which is the correct light that shine...

Valentine

it is valentine...
and yet I am no where with thine...
remember me always when the sun shine...
when the moon is there lying....
with all the shining star's shine...

happening happens when you let it happen...
it will only happen with there is happening happen...
so allow happening to happen...
so that something happening of you may happen....

that was the last time i saw you...
that was the last time i hear of you...
that was the last time i lie to you...
that was the last time my heart calm because of you...

where where where did you go???
why why why did you have to go???
am still wondering once in a while...
but never had the questions answered...

i wonder where did all the feeling go...
those feeling where it will drive people crazy...
where people can just wonder about it...
for time and time since ages ago....

the feeling that overpowers others...
a feeling that puts people in daze...
a feeling that blinds people beyond darkness...
a feeling which everyone once had...

love to sit by the window,
when the sky cries...
the thought stops wonder,
and think of self...

know life is sometimes lonely...
know life is sometimes quiet...
know life is sometimes absence...
know also life is also the other way round...

the most insignificant thing in life...
can be the best of thing in life...
learn to notice and appreciate...
it will bring a new meaning in life...
that small things do make life, life...

one thing is certain in life...
things do not always go our way...
but things always go the way it should...
so we should leave the things as it is...
so that things will go along with life...