it seems as if things were new...
but actually nothing was anew-ed...
it is still just a tiny hope tingling...
nothing more than a hold of an ant...

yes, this is definitely a Deja-vu...
thing that other had experience...
now it is my turn to taste...
a turn to change the path of life...

中秋节~

今天月亮圆又圆。。。
在中秋节我没缘。。。
只有我与我之厌。。。
应我是离她太远。。。

when did i actually decided to do this???
when was it that it all happened???
feeling so frustrating because of all this...
just when i thought all is okay and nothing happened...

why am i treating people like this???
this should never had happened in the first place...
it was never to be like this...
so just why am i here where i am now???

i dun know what to find...
just where to find???
when there is nothing to find...
and i just cannot say i am fine....

meaning behind meaning 1,1;1,3;1,5....

like as i sitting, enjoying the waves hitting,
she enjoyed the nature sound jumbled always illustrative...

meaning behind meaning 1,1;2,1;3,1;4,1;1,1;2,1;3,1;4,1

Like a dove flying over head...
Flying, ignoring all there is at the bottom...
From top everything just look so little...
It's like the world is at your hand...

Every little bit of me now just want to fly..
Fly, never again think of this things...
I really just want not to have this again...
It's just because I cannot take it anymore...

there I lose again...
there I'm sad again...
there I'm speechless again...
there I fall again...

again and again...
like a video got reversed again...
it had to happen again...
but why me again...
sighing again...
dumbfounded again...
gazing to sky again...
hope it will end again...

o well...repeat as it may...
i have to learn to stay...
staying here with all the hay...
which break my fall from the day...

i always have the same thing to say...
when everything don't seem to pay...
and every time i have to be at bay...
yet i will try my best to be okay...