Unappreciated Feel

Feeling unappreciated,
Feeling lonely,
Feeling lost,
Guess I'm unimportant,
Guess I'm no one,
Guess this is what's best.

Not me

The person that make you smile and laugh,
Is not me, never me,
Guess this is a good time to end,
Letting you go, never look back,
The person to accompany you,
Will not be me anymore.

Lost

The question was asked again,
I really don't know what to answer,
Tried again, failed again,
Act nothing, feeling everything.

I am confused

Days passed,
Acting like I don't know,
Acting like I don't care,
Aching in the heart,
Crying in a place unknown.

Sometimes happy,
Sometimes sad,
Till I don't know,
Which one is bad.

Fake Smile

Put on the smile,
So others may smile too,
Hard as it may,
At least there is less sad face.

To smile and hide,
So others would not know,
Know the problem within,
Problem that wake your sleep.

The Worst has Came

"And it made things worse"

Human,
To love,
To care,
To share.

To feel,
To live,
To give.

To be happy,
To be sad,
To be hurt.

To try,
To hope,
To reject.

To be lonely,
To be accompanied,
To be strong.

To be ignorant,
To be observant,
To be present.

Human life are just part of ticking the list,
List that will come to the never end,
End only when the life end,
Till then, keep ticking,
This is what humans are meant to be.

Flower

The day when i send a flower who is not my relative,
Oh the heat building up,
Oh the tension of what will happen,
Oh how will she react?

Mistakes and sadness

Action made, wrong done,
Over, past, forever gone,
Yet lingers as memory forever more,
Haunt the soul, forever sore.

Stress

Looking at you,
Knowing you will reject,
All those that you once accept,
What am I to you?

Is this the end?
I keep on counting not,
Hoping for the best,
But always come the worst.

Knowing & Missing

I know you are there,

I see your silhouette,

I see your smile,

I hear your laughter,

I hear your voice.

Yet I will miss,

Miss your silhouette,

Miss your smile,

Miss your laughter,

Miss your voice.

Maybe, Smile

In 3 weeks time,
Maybe we will have nothing in common left,
Maybe we will talk anymore,
Maybe you are just waiting for it,
Maybe I am just paranoid,
Maybe it will never happen,
But I really miss your smile.

To care is being human,
Denying of it denies your existence,
I did once got hurt and not care,
And then people around me got hurt cause I don't care,
Then I realised that I don't want to hurt them,
And so again I care for them,
Do not drown to the same mistake I did,
Being caring and cared for is much better than being nothing.

Emptiness

Flow, flow the river flows,
Down hill goes the water flow,
Obstacles met and yet flow,
Till a space meet the flow,
Round goes the water flow,
Only filled can the river flow.

For the person you fought a war,
Blindly charge into the war,
Front line falls yet brave the war,
The might the strong dies in war,
When strength's hope lost in war,
Only the Angles may turn the war.

Time

The day is right,
The time is right,
Yet the person is wrong,
The feeling is gone.

Meaning Behind Meaning 1,1,1 ; 3,2,1 ; 5,3,1......2,6,1 ; 4,5,1 ; 6,4,1

All started when things unexpected happened,
Like a row of ants marching,
A drop of rain ruins all,
Havoc ripples out to each ant,
All the ants loses direction sense,
Yet in each iteration of event,
Heroes rises to lead the confused,
Like holding xenon light to lead,
In darkest confusion, hopes ignite again,
Like in life, always stand strong,
Believe in yourself, be the alpha,
Never give in to the confusion.

A Step

A step forward may not seem much,
May it be a step towards good or bad,
It still is a step in life,
This step means that you have lived a life.

Black and White

In the negative see the white,
In the dark sky see the light,
In the dark field see twinkling sight,
In the down of life see the path thats bright.

Thing and Think

Things are only as real as you think.
If you do not want the thing,
You will think as if you hate the thing.
If you want the thing,
You will think as if you love the thing.

Close not your mind, THINK,
There are many ways to go around a thing.
It is only limited by how you think,
Love, Forgive, Understand should be a thing to keep,
Hate, Condemn, Ignorant is a thing to leave.