thought is was a new beginning...
yet it was a disaster waiting to strike...
why is it always that my choice is so bad???
is it the reality or it is just me???

why must it be another playback???
why cannot it be what i want it to be???
why why why why...
the answer will never come i guess...

it still linger in my mind...
though it is all mine...
i have no control of this part of mind...
but yet no doubt it is my mine...

amazingly i still remember it...
those moment that tested my limit...
those moment that will last...
it is still in there with all of it...

it is really stupid of me to still remember...
but i cannot tell my self to forget...
so i shall just let it be...
wait till it slowly fades...