past and present

life was thing i look forward to last time,
but now it once the sword came,
and i accepted the pain,
it all dulls down...

the face smiles when u see me,
but the heart was inserted a dagger every time,
every time i see you still the same happen,
so i have to be a zombie that dun feel...

zombie may i be,
but i know what is happening,
and i know every happening was from u,when with u
but now everything i must hide also from u, when with u

so i shall end now, for now...
peace to the world,
may it have peace in every soul,
may all souls find the peace of heaven and earth...