the 2nd meaning....1,1;2,2;...5,5;6,5;...10,1

Lord I need your help,
But is what i am doing correct?
Is this expected of me?
Is there any wise advise?
Am I worthy of help?
Help from you to us...
In hope that it would be better,
The silhouette needs illumination from thee...
But Eprhaim needs this healing,
Ever to do what you decide...


To those who know the 2nd meaning already,
bear with keeping it pls...thx...