sometimes it would all seem so nice...
yet after time nice is no longer a word...
emotions come striking you down...
for no utter reason you just feel down...

I think I have just decided...
decided on what should I do...
should have decided long ago...
i can only hope it is not too late...

enjoy the calm wave when you can...
maybe the time for the next will come...
by that time you will hope for none...
so know how to appreciate the little some...