Meaning behing meaning 1,1;2,2;......7,7;8,8

WHICH IS BETTER?

Every so and so this one person will appear,
The very sight of her just blows you away,
Every day every night you will think of her,
Everything about the life you once knew would change,
You feel so happy, you just feel like flying,
All those seemingly lonely quiet nights were now filled,
As those nights purpose are now to find her,
All her little moves, actions would just intrigue you,
Your only hope is she never ever leave, ever.



Every so and so this one person will appear,
The very sight of her just blows you away,
Every day every night you will think of her,
Everything about the life you once knew would change,
You feel so happy, you just feel like flying,
All those seemingly lonely quiet nights were now filled,
As those nights purpose are now to find her,
One night, she backs off, world around you crumbles,
Whats left of the perfect world dreamed? Just, you.

One moment you were replying,
The next I knew,
You ignore me five days since,
I tried to control my self not to go overboard,
I tried to be less intrusive as possible,
Just so, hope you just give a reply,
Just so, hope you still do care a little,
Just so, hope nothing bad will happen.