I see but I don't want to see,
I know but I don't want to know,
I feel but I don't want to feel,
I ignore but I don't want to ignore,

Life's about the split seconds,
The second it changes it is all lost,
The minute it changes it is all history,
The hour it changes it is all regrets,
The day it changes it is all memories.

Days passed and the dreams kept coming,
Winter came and went and life kept going.
Nothing's change and yet I still kept on living,
Everything went out of hand and I kept on staring.
When I moved on, the world keep on spinning,
Maybe I should stop keep living.

Meaning Behind Meaning 1,1,1;2,2,1;3,3,1....7,5,1;8,4,1...

The time of winter is here,

Yet again lonely slow night strike,

Maybe it never meant to be.

Truth is best known the least.

I will definitely miss her presence.

Like previous only memory left again,

Nothing will ever last I suppose,

Maybe  god is  joking with me,

And now everytime i am afraid,

Afraid never will i find her.

God,  enough joking around with me.

Life will be full of disappointment,
Life will be full of sadness,
Maybe life is not so meaningful,
Maybe life is just another hell,
Maybe life is just a disguise prison,
Who will really know, really?
Many made life so fulfilling,
Yet how many gave up on it?

New Year Dilemma

So I decided I am no one,
Yet you post,
"Let go, be grateful, and move on"
I know I did not wish you,
But deep down I guess that is not me.
Days since I started a conversation,
Always thinking maybe you would start one,
If only I knew who the person in car is,
If only I knew who you missing now.

Unappreciated Feel

Feeling unappreciated,
Feeling lonely,
Feeling lost,
Guess I'm unimportant,
Guess I'm no one,
Guess this is what's best.

Not me

The person that make you smile and laugh,
Is not me, never me,
Guess this is a good time to end,
Letting you go, never look back,
The person to accompany you,
Will not be me anymore.